So, I was taking a shower and Ethan walked into the bathroom (yes, I have no privacy at all) and looked at me and said (with his baby blues wide with innocence): “You’re fat, mommy!”
Never have such words sunk into my psyche like those did today. It is true that I have gained twenty pounds since I started back to work part-time. It is also true that I don’t excercise anymore – when is there time?? And yes, I am addicted to sugar.
But wow kid, that was harsh.
I feel frustrated and not at all determined. I’ve tried losing weight before and nothing has helped. I’ve looked at all the weight loss programs and tried a few of them and they haven’t worked. What I lack is will-power, especially at night. That’s when the cravings hit me and I find it hardest to say no. So my little fat self will continue to work on the weight issue, somehow…some way.
Heaven help me.
Don’t feel bad. Lindsey’s nickname for me is Big Momma. She also told me what she wants to be when she grows up. A big mom just like me. Thanks babe.
By: HeidiS on February 23, 2010
at 23:31
Okay, well you’re not alone. I have said numerous times this week, “If only I had a little willpower. I just don’t have any will power.” Maye the RS should start a Biggest Loser activity group. Ha, ha!
By: Holly on February 28, 2010
at 23:02
Not such a bad idea, Holly. lol
By: bevdee on February 28, 2010
at 23:27